Monday, February 23, 2009
months has pass and perhaps things has turn better.. but grandma's health has been deteriorating.. through this months of hardships maybe I have really grown up and be more matured in ways of thinking.. I know I still have my lovely family and friends around me to be there for me.. someone said that my friends are there for me but is in emotionally not physically which I found that is quite true.. everybody is busy with their lifes, work, studying or relationship.. well, sometimes I do really need a person presence there but no avail.. I am quite suprised that I can actually hold back when such a event happen to me.. the one time i broke down is only the day when it turn everything upside down. and that's it! no one has seen me in such a state after that time.. everything will just buried down under.. JASLIN IS A BIG GIRL NOW!
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have spoken at : 9:12 PM
all I can say now is.. I am not as strong as what I am.. I don know how long can I take it.. I really really wish to have a long sleep.. keep away all the doubts.. I am tired!
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have spoken at : 3:04 AM
Monday, December 29, 2008
today spend the whole afternoon at home being a couch potato. in the evening, prepare myself and went to meet the stupid woman at pastamania in westmall. so happy to meet her after so long and she is back from her m'sia trip. chatting while eating, chatting after eating. then we walk around to get some stuff and went to coffeebean to continue chatting. she said the chai tea latte taste like apple pie! haha.. and time for the gift exchange!!! she got me what I wanted to buy and is a need and just nice I bought something to replace her needs. GREAT MIND THINKS ALIKE! but her gift really very special. she made a DIY music gift box for me. and i really like it a lot! hope she like the card that I made for her as well! time for photo taking and we cont taking photo in the toilet. soon we will be meeting up again! and I never forget to update the photo album that she given to me last year! LOVE YA STUPID WOMAN!
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have spoken at : 1:36 AM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
christmas is over and perhaps this christmas isn't a great time for me afterall.. people gathering and enjoying themselve while me hiding behind the doors and staying at home.. but on christmas itself is not that bad.. went over to aikho hse for a small gathering and xmas gift exchange.. made a card for aikho and wenting.. you girls really mean a lot to me! thanks for everything! a hug that make me feel so warm and perk me up that day! new year is coming.. starting to think of resolutions.. but all I wan now is jus a simple happiness.. people having fun out there enjoying and some are working but all I can do is to stay at home for now.. things are beyond my control.. but I will still try my best no matter what happen. just give me a lil more strength!
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have spoken at : 2:19 AM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
though exams is over and I should be happy about it but I guess this is the worst holidays i ever had! A great blow that i cannot accept and make my life from colours to grey sky. I feel disappointed, cheated, betrayed, hurt, fear and many many doubts. has your image being tarnished? I really don know.. All I know is I need and I must be strong! I need to press on no matter what happen! but how long can I press on? I really have no idea..
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have spoken at : 6:44 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
gonna post up a few photos that I taken when I went to japan for my holidays.. though I know is been like almost 2 months.. haha.. enjoy the photos!MY TOTAL BARANGS:3 top from GAP1 puma pumps1 nike jacket1 burbery bluelabel bag1 burberry bluelabel wallet2 boxes FANCL TENSE UP collagen drink3 mascara1 shishedo eyeliner1 shishedo eyelash curler1 shishedo eye shadow1 shishedo lipgloss1 kanebo eyeshadow3 boxes kose moisturizing maskMY BARANGS!
FREAKING CHEAP COSMETICS!
TRUCKLOADS OF TIBITS
THE RAMEN AND CUP NOODLES3 PIECES KOBE QUALITY BEEF (SGD 300)
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have spoken at : 9:32 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
I know I haven been updating my blog close to a month. the reason is I have to entertain a tourist that came from philippines to singapore for her holiday! and is none other than MARIA ALEXANDRIA MIJARO.. she is aikho's friend which turn to be our friend. haha. been going out almost everyday with her since last week until today she went back to philippines. overall, I think all of us have lots of fun with her even though we are dead tired almost everyday. is like I'm used to having her around in the cliques. But poor me always got bullied by her but it was really nice knowing her! after this few weeks of going out, I am proud to announce that I AM COMPLETELY BROKE! as in really really BROKE! poor me! now no one will say EEKSS and thick thick ring with me! haha. today wake up early in the morning though I was overslept but me, wt and aikho still make it to send her off at the airport. and she was kinda of shocked seeing us. I AM SO GONNA MISS HER THE STUPID SHITTY SHITTY!!!
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have spoken at : 10:18 PM
